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Don't Let This Define Me

by La Bonte

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Thomas Moran
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Thomas Moran Beautiful slowcore. Real Spokane and secret stars vibes. Love it ❤️ Favorite track: Red Card.
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thebrokencradle Knowing La Bonte from another life, it is clear this album comes from personal experience and it shows in how emotive and clear the lyrics are. A lovely album that reminds me of Pedro the Lion in many ways. Title track is brilliant. Looking forward to many more listens. Favorite track: Don't Let This Define Me.
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1.
The Sky 02:57
They said it was a metaphor To unite the rich and poor While pinned down on the floor You just look at the sky On the 4th of July They held each other oh so tight Born then was the little lie Bombs burst in the sky You always look at the sky
2.
And with his ear against the door, he could hear the end of their awful shouts This must mean it’s time to go Out of the car, into this room made to appear as if he was home He couldn’t make sense of anything You see: he felt, even though he was so young, this was his fault He only wanted to make things right I wish he’d known his heart was true; he was only doing the best he could But still this pain stays in his mind The chemicals, and pathways, it was all too much for him to take As he gazes at the ceiling As he drifts to sleep, he dreamed a dream all horrible and approaching The world has gone and lost its mind Convenient stores and pharmacies and cell phone towers engulfed in raging flames Mothers singing this refrain: “The Nephites climbed out of their homes. The Sons of Laman had been smitten down And their blood stains this holy ground And through the storm, a being appeared above all glory I’d ever seen And he directed this words at me: ‘Serve thy fellow man, forget yourself, give up your cup unto my father; You’ll get it back once you’ve made it home’”
3.
Red Card 06:23
Slow night at the shop tonight Wiped down the bar and the line They cut me at 8:05 This I dread the car ride “Where is that spark? Gotta find that spark Where is that spark? Was there ever a spark?” Delay my arrival time Drive through to feel my only vice Use the red card to hide what I’d buy Losing faith, so I had to lie “Where is that car? He can’t be very far Where is that car? Don’t tell him about the bar” All I have left is hope I want to make her laugh But all I can do is hope
4.
I once was told anything was right No laws, no worries; just yourself and nothing else Though proved convincing, it didn’t mean that much All that seemed real was the day when I caught a glimpse Of the fire, of the sound I watched them closely move across the stage Their skills, their fury projected on my soul The lights, the cameras illuminate my walls How I wish I could be one of them and nothing else Of the fire, of the sound Come with me and we’ll confide American dance bands know our kind No one will ever question us now Several years later, I can’t stand thinking back All that I lived for didn’t feel the same The dance was nothing but a hoax, an empty dream Even in photos, America changed its name Of the fire, of the sound
5.
Step Out 04:23
Get in the car; there’s no time to explain We need to run from here The house caught fire while I was still inside No one else was alive I never thought I’d step out And lock the door behind me Can’t you see? They’ve been plotting this for years It’s all part of the plan We don’t have time to go back for our things They won’t take us alive I never thought I’d step out And block the way back to you
6.
Box Fan 04:30
Every now and then it’s so hot in our room I get up and knock the dust of the box fan Since it’s only pushing hot air in, I lay awake Then I think about the years I slept through this alone And then it comes rushing through my mind: You haven’t spoken in a week As if some vow against this ceremony, You’ve pulled away from me And I drift off to sleep Now I wake up to an empty room, no sign of life All the pictures have been taken down and the tree’s dying out The box fan’s been running all night, I couldn’t hear a sound The bed was cold; it was obvious this wasn’t my home And then it comes flashing before my eyes: I couldn’t recognize who I see As if some vow against this ordinance, You removed any trace of me So I step out to leave Nowadays I wake up to a bunk right above me The house is quiet, just the creaks and moans of it settling I look up to the window: no box fan at all I was erased I cover my face I lay back and think I drift off to sleep
7.
Oh Francis Right, he broke down at the door He tried so hard to make it on his own There was some progress, there was some real reward Until she stepped in and uttered a single word Oh Francis Right, he broke up at the seams He threw down his shields and his ideologies There was some freedom, some sense of true relief Until he realized she’s still leaning through the door “Know why you believe” Oh Francis Right, he broke it off today He thought he felt whole, he could offer up is life There was some beauty, a sincere miracle Until she reminded him he’s not ready to be someone’s someone Oh Francis Right, you see him contemplate His name sake is one to complicate He holds the weight of this dark world on his mind Until you stepped in and put your arms around him
8.
Many times I’ve tried to write something worthwhile, A love song if you will Yet I can’t allow myself to pen any words What’s one worth today when this world is falling from your god given grace? Besides, my pain isn’t unique to me alone Even Ian said: “a love song’s a stance; just make a lack thereof” I wish I could forget, yet every day reminds me: Kids are being kicked out of their homes for not fitting the gender their mom and dad prayed for A man feels the need to grab a woman on the street to feel fulfilled My lineage would rather see them dying in the street to uphold fear And people I won’t ever meet make decisions for your body, your holy temple Better culture, more retention More examples, less transgressors More reaction means revelation Less education, better warfare Better standards, more stimulation More division, better content Less creation, more influence Less commitment, better partners No exception: you went and lost her I know this
9.

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released August 27, 2021

On these recordings, the La Bonte band was:

Garrett La Bonte (bass, vocals, guitars, lapsteel, synths, Casiotone)
Evan Schaid (drums, percussion)
Janey Riech (vocals)
Brooke Dickson (vocals)
Eric Shevrin (piano, synths)
Jacob Maag (lapsteel)
Ellen Schloff (violin)
Jake Ingalls (cello)

Recorded and mixed by Colin Knight at Paradise Records, 2019-2020
Produced by Colin Knight and La Bonte
Mastered by Will Killingsworth at Dead Air Studios
Burning suit photo by G.A. La Bonte
Layout by Miles Wintner

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